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saturn

by cuni

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1.
rings 04:38
Praying about where my piety went I'm tempted to forget the things that you said I'm stuck between it all Do i still answer your calls? Can i open my mind and still open my heart? The things i don't know are just tearing me apart I don't know what to do And it's worse without you I know it's hard I never said this would be fun But make a choice What you did is made undone Can't be afraid Even though you have your doubts You can pierce the sky If Saturn's rings don't choke you out I've mixed up the words to too many songs The guests on my shoulders don't get along I'm living double lives Is it yours or is it mine? My spine isn't strong, can't balance the weight I'm scared that at some point The fence will finally break And i don't know what to do And it's worse without you I know it's hard I never said this would be fun But make a choice What you did is made undone Can't be afraid Even though you have your doubts You can pierce the sky If Saturn's rings don't choke you out
2.
In a year, when you graduate I hope you find someone To hide you from what the world will be In a year, when I leave this place I hope you can forgive me And maybe you can finally see That hearts will break And minds will fake Being happy, until we go to bed So I hope you have Some better friends To remind you Of every time I said I don't think I need you But I want you here right now And I guess I can't explain how 'Cause I need to hear a voice And yours is the only choice And sometimes people can't be alone Alone
3.
I will make it through Make it through to you To show you that That I've progressed And that isn't what I'm used to I'm used to The rut but this time I think I might need to Need to feel alive I tried Everything Burned your name and went away But you refuse to leave me be If you Could stop haunting me I think I could move on But you're everything I see I will make it through Make it through to you To show you that That I've progressed And that isn't what I'm used to I'm used to The rut but this time I think I might need to Need to feel alive I'll try Everything Maybe I might just forgive you For leaving like you should have I know That time is gone But these wounds can never heal If I murder how I feel I will make it through Make it through to you To show you that That I've progressed And that isn't what I'm used to I'm used to The rut but this time I think I might need to Need to feel alive I tried everything Oh I tried I tried everything Oh I tried I tried everything Oh I tried I tried everything I will make it through Make it through to you To show you that That I've progressed And that isn't what I'm used to I'm used to The rut but this time I think I might need to Need to feel alive
4.
When my candles die out They'll just light up some new ones They'll forget the smoke ever went to the sun For a night they won't see But then they'll move past me I'll just be a wound A scar barely seen And it's hard to know That we only last these moments We don't want to think that But we know it's true And when I'm gone And your messages are forever stuck on sent I just hope that I meant something to you 'Cause you want me to change I don't know if I can I don't have a plan in the time that I've had I'll try to forgive it And forget how I've been Complacent with who I am 'Cause you want me to change I don't know if I can I don't have a plan in the time that I've had I'll try to forgive it And forget how I've been Complacent with who I am I can't get up Don't think I will I'll spend my life at this window sill I can't get up Don't think I will I'll spend this life at this window sill 'Cause you want me to change I don't know if I can I don't have a plan in the time that I've had I'll try to forgive it And forget how I've been Complacent with who I am 'Cause you want me to change I don't know if I can I don't have a plan in the time that I've had I'll try to forgive it And forget how I've been Complacent with who I am
5.
My chest is sore From this planetary force Pulling me at my heartstrings Pushing me back and forth And I'm here again Feeling forced to pretend That I trust you In the end Am I even in control Why do you play this way? Am I even in control Why do you give and then you take? Am I even in control Why do you play this way? Am I even in control Why do you give and then you take? So close, but oh so far You never warned me of this part You had me and then let me go Snuffed a candle with all the snow And you're here again Telling me you have a plan And that you're here for me Well are you here for me? Am I even in control Why do you play this way? Am I even in control Why do you give and then you take? Am I even in control Why do you play this way? Am I even in control Why do you give and then you take Away Promise me Promise me Promise me this isn't it Oh I pray this isn't it Promise me Promise me Promise me this isn't it Oh I pray this isn't it Promise me Promise me Promise me you won't make me quit Oh I think I'm gonna quit Am I even in control Why do you play this way? Am I even in control Why do you give and then you take? Am I even in control Why do you play this way? Am I even in control Why do you give and then you take Away Away Away Give and then take away Take Take Take Away
6.
kim pine 05:44
I'm afraid Of all the things I can't replace I'm afraid Of all the things that still remain But can't you see that I can't have it all? You're confused From all the signals I can't send You're bruised From all the ones you can't defend But can't you see that You deserve it all? And I just wanna know If you could hold me tight And I just wanna know If you're alright I'll protect That aching thing inside your chest You'll protect me from the daggers at my neck It's hyperbolic but you know it's true And we'll lose But it's fine 'cause we are used to it We'll choose A new plan, forget how intricate As long as we can deal then we'll be fine And I just wanna know If you could hold me tight And I just wanna know If you're alright I'm afraid Of all the things I can't replace I'm afraid Of all the things that still remain But can't you see that I can't have it all? You're confused From all the signals I can't send You're bruised From all the ones you can't defend But can't you see that You deserve it all? Deserve it all Deserve it all You deserve it all
7.
In the corner, on my phone I just wish I could go home But I'm too drunk for the bus And I've used up all my luck I just wish I could be you, Never there and underused You missed the loop by like a mile And that always was your style My phone will die At some future point in time I can't forget to text goodnight I can't forget to say goodnight I'm afraid I'll never leave You always told me to be brief I had never learned a thing Until you taught me how to sing At this point I must step out Maybe sober up somehow Stop the fire in my chest Find a couch and get some rest My phone will die At some future point in time I can't forget to text goodnight I can't forget to say goodnight I will see you in the morning If I make it home by then Trapped under this hardwood floor I miss the days when we were pure I will see you in the morning If I make it home by then Trapped under this hardwood floor I miss the days when we were pure My phone will die At some future point in time I can't forget to text goodnight I can't forget to say goodnight My phone will die At some future point in time I can't forget to text goodnight I can't forget to say goodnight

about

consider this my debut ep!
taking influence from diy punk/emo bands as well as post-punk and new-wave
bits of twinkle and bits of bass-based melody

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released April 17, 2020

THANKS TO

the university of maryland, my apartment complex, my parents for giving me a tiny bedroom to record in

my roommates for bearing with me as I recorded from my bedroom

me for writing, recording, and doing everything else because i'm antisocial (i need help)

my roommates for bearing with me as I recorded from my bedroom

my piano teacher Eugenia Posey-Marcos for teaching me how to love music

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